I am usually wrong.
I don't know how to reconcile my passions with his.
I mean,
how can a girl with a relentless love and compassion for neglected children with disabilities in Eastern Europe marry a boy with a relentless love and compassion for suicidal soldiers in Texas?
What the heck am I supposed to do with that?
Does anyone else in the world have these problems?
I mean.. there has to be!
but man do I feel completely alone in this....
God! What am I doing? What should I be doing?
How I wish that I knew...
Why does it feel like I would be wrong to marry someone who has a different future in mind than what I have in mind?
And why won't the love I have for him go away if it is wrong?
Am I wrong? Can love be Wrong?
