Today was a good day.
Bad days really really suck. And my days have been really sucking recently.. however, I don't want to forget what Jon Foreman said:
The shadow proves the sunshine.
It's crazy.. because I have been busy all day. I had a headache earlier. I'm in the middle/end of moving. But.. today felt happy. Maybe it was talking to my mom and sister on the phone... maybe it was a meeting that went really well.. maybe it was the kids that reminded me that teaching truly is the job for me... who knows? But I'm so thankful. God Almighty, this is to you: From the bottom of my heart, thank you. I love you and I need you every single day. Please, never leave me. Every good and perfect thing really does come from above... I know that my good days are gifts from you.. I suppose my bad days are too.. and I am just interpreting days as "good" or "bad"... either way., I'm very grateful. Don't ever let me forget Ryan's joy. I miss him so much. And he taught me so much about Your joy. Please stay with me always and help me to grow in Your Love... I still can't love like You do. Lord, my sweet Father, I praise you for finding favor with me today. Thank You thank You thank You.
It feels so good to finally go to bed feeling happy.
Buenas Noches.
<3 Alex
